Lala-chan

Recently I realized how harsh on Hiro I am. Mostly because I love the guy to death. The same thing with Daichan. I often say mean and hateful comments about them. (Usually jokingly) and I've gotten things like "Wow...I thought you liked them?" I do.

I know their flaws. I'm not oblivious to them. Hell I know some flaws I have to point out to other people. It doesn't stop me from enjoying them. I pick at them and make fun and sometimes totally insult them but tough love. Hiro gets the brunt of my shit. Any reason? No. I just am that way.

However watching him perform fills me pride. Especially on TV. He takes the risk knowing what everyone thinks about him (or maybe he doesn't cause he is pretty stupid)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1B2zg9V9-oc

That video sums up my feelings. Its hit or miss. Sometimes I'm embarrassed by him and sometimes I think he's coolest thing since sliced bread. Then sometimes he falls short of my expectations. Through it all though he still smiles. Not sure if its because he's too dumb to realize everyone is laughing at him or if he's laughing with them. ^_^;

I'll do my DA rant another day.
AHHH SINKING BACK INTO FANDOM. HELP ME!!!!!